Fuck you all. I either get ignored or treated like shit. UsYr is back. This page is dead. Don’t know if I will have a site at all after this, but you won’t come anyways. I even hate Twitter now, and I used to love watching my feed. Thanks world, I hope you all die in a fire.

Sooo…what happened?

Well, hell if I know, really.

No, I don’t know. It was like 18 things all converging at one spot and, yes..EXPLODING!

The final part of the convergence is trying to get converted over to Comcast from Frontier. I get paid in two day, so I can get the pole installed, but who knows when that might be, and I’m pretty sure my Frontier connection dies by the end of the week. There’s also the website breaking. So bad that I couldn’t fix it myself, and previous experience with their customer support didn’t boost my confidence, so here we are.

Add in a dash of my usual insanity, and a couple other things, shake well, and we come to a 2020 that will not have a UsYr.

Now now, settle down. I’m not particularly going anywhere, but UsYr is going dark. I need to stuff him in a box and shove it in the attic.

So, what’s next? I have NO idea. I’ve been UsYr so long, I don’t know how else to be. It’s going to be a scary journey.

So, UsYr Illus is going dark. No more Twitter. No more website. No more YouTube.

Soooo….I’m here. For now, at least. I don’t know how much I will be using this. The mojo is low right now and I am not in the least bit surprised. And you may see bits and pieces around still. I mean, all my accounts still say UsYr Illus and things like that.

I have an idea of something that I want to do, but I keep waffling back and forth on it. Besides that, I’m not sure what comes next. But right now I am tired. And really stressed out.

I’m going to go try and relax, but lately, every time I try to kick back and relax with a game, I go for like 10 minutes and then think of like fifteen things that I want or need to do, and it’s super not relaxing. I don’t know what to do about it either, and that sucks, too.

It will be a while before things get settled down. But I’ve made it through everything else so far, and I will probably make it through this, too. I have no idea what things might look like at the end, but we will find out together.

As for the rest of the day today? I would love to say that I am going to go and play something the rest of the day. And maybe I will say that, but my brain will probably have different ideas, as usual, and I won’t be able to do that.

I guess I will go see what happens.


This sucks. Things are STILL exploding. Or not working. I *think* the site is working, but I can’t tell for sure.

I’ve somehow managed to get pretty wrecked financially. I mean, even more than usual. I’m not sure how I’m going to dig out of this hole. I had considered maybe doing some sort of fundraiser livestream or something like that, but that only works if people show up, and considering my popularity is somewhere around zero, I don’t think it’s going to work.

I’ve got a couple other ideas, but they’re about as likely to pan out, but trying is better than nothing.

I could really use a couple days of peace. Blah.

It’s A New Day

Yes, it is.

1:57 pm

Soooooo….things exploded. On the bright side, it was just about the best time possible for that to happen.

Anyways..website. Going to be doing a lot of work on it, and other things, over the next days, weeks, and months.

Stay tuned.